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Heaven's Tears

I pray. I pray with all my might, in hopes that they might hear me… wherever they are. God, I can’t go a minute without memories bombarding me, forcing me to remember them. What should be happy memories are now only bittersweet, as I know I can never return to anything of the sort. That I can never return to what used to be.   
Would you know my name  If I saw you in Heaven?   
My parents…. Mitsuko…. All three of them, gone. I never really believed in a God of any sort, but now that they’ve been taken from me, I find myself praying… To who, I’m not really sure. I just need them to hear me. I need to at least pretend t

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Journal Entry: Tue Feb 5, 2008, 9:53 PM
  • Reading: Japanese homework
  • Watching: Family Guy
Hey, long time no... um... DA-ing.

Yeah, I pretty much abandoned this site. Sorry guys! Um... I'm just working on college and attempting to get published by Tokyopop. I think the story I sent in was rejected, oh noez! Oh well, try again. Writing some scripts to pass around too. See how that goes.

So, that's it. Man, looking back on my old stuff is embarrassing! D:

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  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Ohio
  • Interests: Anime, video games, voice acting, violin, drawing, writing, music and various other things
  • Favourite movie: Donnie Darko, Nightmare Before Christmas, All That Jazz, Evil Dead, Perfect Blue and Chicago
  • Favourite artist: Mandy Wise, Mary B., Kaori Yuki, Yuu Watase, Yoko Matsushita, Rumiko Takahashi and Kyoko Tsuchiya
  • Favourite poet or writer: Flannery O'Connor, O. Henry, Jean Shepherd, Ray Bradbury and Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite game: Sonic the Hedgehog, Earthworm Jim, Silent Hill, Grand Theft Auto and American McGee's Alice
  • Favourite cartoon character: Wolfwood, Xelloss, Kaworu Nagisa, Wolfram, Knuckles, Marron Glace and Nanami Kai
  • Personal Quote: Life is a sexually transmitted disease with a 100% mortality rate.

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~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Aug 20, 2006, 2:14:28 PM
:heart::heart::heart:heart:




:heart:

:smooch:

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
~illixim:iconillixim: Jul 28, 2006, 11:15:01 PM
I have decided to distribute hearts in a very unorganized fashion.
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'to display my power, I ate a stool.'
~Ryan
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Jul 24, 2006, 1:39:53 AM
:stupid:

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
~EvAutozam:iconEvAutozam: Jul 6, 2006, 8:47:08 PM
LOOKIT WHAT I DID! I made a posty to your page!

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Put down the chocolate and I won't kill you slowly.
~illixim:iconillixim: Jul 2, 2006, 11:49:34 PM
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LOOK WHAT IIII SAWWW!! :glomp: heehee!

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'to display my power, I ate a stool.'
~Ryan
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: May 17, 2006, 6:29:11 PM
Thanks for watching me back! :XD:

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
~shan5:iconshan5: May 17, 2006, 4:22:22 PM
thanks for the watch!!!!
~illixim:iconillixim: Apr 26, 2006, 4:03:49 PM
I LOVE YOU TOO!
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*Mlle-Relda:iconMlle-Relda: Apr 23, 2006, 2:51:34 PM
Always glad to help. ;D

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"The face of war has never changed. There is no honourable way to kill; there is no gentle way to destroy. War possesses no logic – except in its ending." ~Admiral Salok.
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 23, 2006, 2:44:37 PM
Thank you so much! This will really help with the design project. :hug: You're the best!

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
*Mlle-Relda:iconMlle-Relda: Apr 22, 2006, 9:16:53 PM
Try the following links: [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

Also try the films: The Age of Innocence (1993), The Picture of Dorian Gray (1935), Bram Stroker's Dracula (1992), Buccaneers (1995), The Eurpoeans (1979), The Forsyte Saga (2002), Ideal Husband (1999), Impromptu (1991), Orlando (1992), Oscar and Lucinda (1997), Twelfth Night: Or What You Will (1996), Topsy Turvy (1999).

Good luck!

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"The face of war has never changed. There is no honourable way to kill; there is no gentle way to destroy. War possesses no logic – except in its ending." ~Admiral Salok.
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 21, 2006, 6:41:52 PM
Ah, the memories are coming back! I think I read The Landlady and the Poet as well. I'm pretty sure I enjoyed it. (I enjoyed all of what I read on your site though.)

Oh, could I ask a favor of you? Nothing major. I'm doing a research project for class to design Victorian costumes for the Importance of Being Earnest. I was wondering if there were any names you could throw out at me. I want to find pictures of people from the era to get some design ideas.

I can't think of anyone, and google isn't being cool for me. I can only remember a few key people like Oscar Wilde... Lillie Langtry... Sarah Bernhardt. Other than that, my brain is slipping. I'll be doing all the research myself, I was just hoping you might be able to say some names that might help.

Sorry to be of any trouble! Thanks!

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
*Mlle-Relda:iconMlle-Relda: Apr 21, 2006, 6:24:17 PM
Oh...that's Outwitted Again? ...it was a labour of love. If you like it..., read The Landlady and the Poet -- a pastiche about Mrs. Judson and...Oscar Milde. :flirty:

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"The face of war has never changed. There is no honourable way to kill; there is no gentle way to destroy. War possesses no logic – except in its ending." ~Admiral Salok.
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 21, 2006, 6:20:22 PM
I wouldn't say dinosaur, haha. I just remember reading one of your stories... I can't remember the title. I think Irene Relda tricked Basil into stealing her a box of... valuables. (I know, such a good fan am I.)

Man, it's been too long. I remember reading that and the next day at school, in English class, something happened that applied to that story! If not for that, I wouldn't remember how long I'd been a fan.

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
*Mlle-Relda:iconMlle-Relda: Apr 21, 2006, 5:56:30 PM
Oh, thank you!

Wow...eighth grade....! I'm so flattered! :wow: Man, I started that site back in the end of middle school...I'm near the ending of my college undergrad. I'm a dinosaur... :lol:

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"The face of war has never changed. There is no honourable way to kill; there is no gentle way to destroy. War possesses no logic – except in its ending." ~Admiral Salok.
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 20, 2006, 5:04:16 PM
No problem! I started off being a fan of your Great Mouse Detective website! I first found it way back in... 8th grade? Wow.

I was pleasantly surprised to find you here! I love your stuff!

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
*Mlle-Relda:iconMlle-Relda: Apr 19, 2006, 10:15:13 PM
Thanks for the watch. ;)

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"The face of war has never changed. There is no honourable way to kill; there is no gentle way to destroy. War possesses no logic – except in its ending." ~Admiral Salok.
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 12, 2006, 8:41:00 AM
:smooch: :heart:

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 12, 2006, 8:40:42 AM
Hey! Thanks for dropping by! It's been a while. How are you? I hope you're doing good. :)

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 12, 2006, 8:40:05 AM
Thank you! :hug:

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
~Paranoidschizo:iconParanoidschizo: Apr 12, 2006, 8:39:47 AM
You're welcome.

I love your avatar! Xombie all the way! :XD:

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I'm perfectly happy with who I am. It's who everyone else is that depresses me.

"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
~krazykrissy:iconkrazykrissy: Apr 10, 2006, 6:09:02 PM
:wave: Just wanted to drop by and say hello! :hug:

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But then again, what the hell do I know....I'm just a drunk lesbian~:sushi:

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~Xymar:iconXymar: Mar 25, 2006, 4:37:00 PM
I :heart: your writing.

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